if you can produce real empirical edible cheese from all the cheeziness of all the couples in this world, i bet the cheese industry would make millions.

 BTW, i miss you. i need to see you soon. :)

 ugh. life sucks when you're sick.
it's just been two days and already i hate it.
grr. well, it's my fault din naman.
it's a combination of a lot of things:
-getting wet with rainwater
-letting the sweat dry on my back
-getting really tired from training
-not sleeping early
-not sleeping at all during the batangas trip
-getting tired from the batangas trip...

wow, there were a lot of causes pala. hahahaha!
oh well. must rest and get better.



this summer is so lost on me. :|

 last night was one of the most memorable nights ever.

we had our concert RISE: Above the Ordinary. :)

thank you to those who supported and watched! :)

we all thought that this concert was not going to push through.
with the wncaa cheerdance competition in the way,
all the delays in choreography, production, sponsorships, and all that stuff.
there was so much drama along the way.
everyone thought that we wouldn't be able to produce that kind of concert.
some even gave up on us.
so many of my teammates backed out last minute... haaaayz.

but then, we were all able to pull it off!!!!!!!!!
that was one of the best experiences of my entire 19 years! :)
being able to dance in front of that crowd with all the confidence in the world was worthwhile.

congrats to my teammates who were able to pull it off!

kuya van - the best el capitan ever. :)
jv, gie, dm - the best co-captains/naggers! haha!
kim - for taking care of our funds, ang galong mo maningil! :))
ate anjie - the best artistic director!
gerry - head of the prod crew, salamat sa lahat! sa tarps, everything prod/promotion related! ang galing mo mag-advertise!

axel
drew
enzo
iggy
jake
paolo g
vincent
kuya japs
anj
hannah
anna
kat
qatar
ate apple
ate liz
klang

for other teammates who supported the cause
wncaa peeps:
tal
wanie
bapee
carla
malo
maria
rocio
ate amy

for other squadra peeps who did not attend:
gemai
jeian
pam
rachelle
ina

and to the BEST CHOREOGRAPHERS ever!
without you guys, this would not be possible.
you made it all happen! so thank you! :)
COACH JANE! who made this all possible
kuya japs - funny dance
kevin - slow hop
coach meg - jazz
coach vincent - house
KUYA GYL!!! - hiphop funk
coach dianne and coach apple - musical hiphop
coach jaja - contemporary


most of all, thank you to GOD!
the whole concert was all for you!
with all the guidance that you gave, we were able to produce a concert unlike any other. :)





with that, happy summer everyone. :)
congrats on a very successful concert. :)

here is a list of things that need to be done in order for me to pass 2nd year.

right now i am doing my lit paper...
but yah, in stead of doing it at the moment, i decided to post something.












I'M GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o.o









please let the finals end so i can get my well deserved rest...















*continuing on with lit.
"the Christian meaning of human suffering..."
example A: ME. :|
haha


back to work.

(x) English: First Draft of Research Paper (due 19 Aug)
( ) MedievalLit Project Proposal (due 28 Aug)
( ) Film Paper: Short film festival (due 28 Aug)
( ) China: 25-page Research Paper - 1st draft (due 5 Sept)
( ) China: Presentation of Research Topic + 2pg handout (due 5 Sept)
( ) PolGov Project Citizen (dunno when)
( ) MedievalLit Project (due 19 Sept)
( ) PhilHist Project: Video (due last wk of Sept/ first wk of Oct)
( ) PhilHist Final Paper (due 14 oct)


hahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha! im gonna die... O.O *knock on wood*

-hold her hand

-hug her tight

-let her know you care

-keep her safe while on the road

-make sure that she's safe wherever she goes

-always remind her you care

-greet her good morning or good night

-ask her if she's alright even when you know when she is and ESPECIALLY when she's not

-ask her about her problems but do not force her to say them..

-let her feel that she can run to you for anything (even financial assistance. lol)

-tell her you miss her even if you just saw each other

-introduce her to your friends

-don't make her feel uncomfortable around them

-stay up with her

-talk to her, even if you're busy

-never make her feel that she's not as important as everything else

-watch movies with her

-give her stuff, even just small stuff like he food she wants

-don't be afraid to show your sensitive side

-let her bite you...for fun

-last... tell her you LOVE her...



and yes. i LOVE you. :)

haha! i was finally able to do something that was one year in the making.. :)
i got up at around 10 in the morning even though i didnt have to (because there's no wednesday class.. yippee!!).
i ate breakfast and took a shower and got ready.. i waited for my mom coz i was just gonna ride with her, coz she was going to sampaloc and i was going to.... UST!!!! wahahahahaha!!!
and yes, this was one year in the making. coz i kept on promising last year that i would visit my ust peeps. :)
but yah, because it took me one year to actually do that, im now only visiting 2 people out of the supposed 4..
haz and lizzie are the only ones standing strong thomasian... julia and rae kasi are losers, had to drop out.. :)) (rae and julia, if ever nababasa niyo toh, joke lang..)

i felt so out of place when i got there!!! all these people in uniform! and i had these feeling that a lot of eyes were looking at me coz they are apparently not used to seeing people not in uniform (i think. :) ) in my head i was thinking that they think they are sure that im not a thomasian coz im not in uniform.. hahahahaha! oh but i saw familiar faces! i saw lanz and ate kams there!!! they however thought i AM a thomasian (which im not.. coz UA&P rocks..haha).. so yah..
and i think it was wrong timing for me to arrive there coz all the people were coming out of their buildings coz its lunch time!!! i was an island in a sea of different ust uniforms.. :) wow and it was sooooooooooper crowded at the "ust mall"...
it also took me a while to realize where educ building was.. :) luckily i was at the right one..(sa tapat ng UST hospital)... there i waited for lizzie coz i was there around 15 minutes before her class ended. i read inferno while waiting... and go me! i was able to finish 1 canto while waiting!!!!! :)
we talked to Q for a while (in the middle of the ust lunch crowd) and ate at the blue house (woohoo! a taste of ust life haha!)... then she went back to educ building to do some stuff..
i went to mcdo and waited.. i also texted haz so that we can meet there.. and yah while waiting at mcdo i also read inferno... another canto done! then i fell asleep. :)
soon enough i got to meet haz and lizzie again! and yah the rest was bonding session and we even went to gateway to bond some more at taco bell. :)

i got to do commuting adventure din!!! i was able to see how they get to recto station. :) and i also got to meet some of their friends.. :) yey!!!!!

lizzie and haz, thanks for giving me the ust experience.. one time i wanna experience an even more thomasian experience.. para maging thomasian na din ako!!! wahahahahahahaha!! but still, UA&P rocks.. :)

ps. i got to buy ust id lace.. hahahaha!

im not sure if im dreading friday or excited about it...
after all, it might be the day that they finally see what i got.. :))
there's this big part of me that hopes that i get picked..
coz that way i finally have something to be proud of..
and they can finally recognize me...

what am i talking about??
i need to come up with a 1minute routine for the dance in hellweek..
im one of 8 2nd years doing so, and only 3 will be used for that dance.. :))
wait, 8 nga ba kami?? hmm..

me
paolo
jv
gerry
castle
rachelle
qatar
ina (?)
kim b (?)

ok, so 7 or 9 pala.. hahahaha!! damn.. the competition..
oh well.. "do you feel any pressure right now?" "no i don't feel any pressure right now!"
hahahaha!! as if..
hopefully i could come up with a good enough dance for friday...

i picked stagga lee's "rock ya body" as my piece. :)
good luck to me... :))

i've been really enjoying lately.. :)
summer classes has just ended recently..
i got a FLAT ONE for math2!!!! go me!!! :)
but i had to keep it shut coz i think some people find it annoying.. ohwell.
in my head i'm celebrating...hahahaha

summer workshop for squadra also ended recently..
thank god... my muscles are killing me already! haha
but it was a good show. :)
i still suck at breakdancing..
but at least there's improvement.. even if it's just a bit..haha
it's just now that i'm really starting to have fun with my teammates. :)
we get to have bonding moments and stuff,
and although i still kinda dont like some people in the team,
at least i try to mingle with them still. :)
sayang talaga, kuya gyl is graduating na... he's the fun one pa naman!!! :((
tapos ate apple pa is going LOA.. no one to take my side.. boohoo. :((
theyre all fun naman so it's all good. :)




but what's making this summer fun most of all is that i get to spend most of it with my best friend. :)
although we still don't see each other much (the distance from UST to UA&P is pretty long, as well as from cubao to san juan...hahaha), we still are within a cellphone's reach of each other.. haha!!! this so beats last year... last year we barely spoke half the time coz of some stuff, my stupidity, and things i'd rather forget..
but, as for now i'm really glad that we get to bond more.. :)
at the moment we're kinda avoiding all the unspoken stuff and just really have fun with each other's company...
talking about how our classes went, and all those other stuff we bond over.. :)
i really missed my best friend. :)
it was kinda sucky for the past 6-8 months(?) that i screwed things over and put our friendship to jeopardy.. gald that's over... i think..no.. i hope... really hope..
as for now i shall continue to enjoy what is left of my summer...
and i shall continue enjoying it with my best friend. :)


i really missed you.
there's a lot i want to tell you but i just don't know how..
i wanna see you soon.
just you and no one else..
i wanna enjoy your company..
laughing with you..
bonding..
emoting..
just plain talking is good...
with you..
i'm alive. :)
i'm me..
i'm free.

this entry is an update of what i did from thursday night (13 december) until sunday morning (16 december).

i never expected that i would actually miss home, most especially my parents, after 3 days of not going home. i was able to survive 5 days of not seeing them when i was in baguio, and to think that it was so far away from home. as i was on my way home in a cab with my friends rae and ana, i was actually feeling it. i was feeling the excitement of actually being able to see my parents again. then i realized it. this was not beause we haven't seen each other for just three days; it was actually a week since i last saw them.

my parents left for bangkok last saturday, and they stayed there for 5 days. so, it was five days of just me, my brother, my sister, and her babies at home. at first i enjoyed it because i actually felt independent. neither of my siblings were bugging me and i was able to do whatever i want at home (tv, internet, etc.) however, as the days passed, not having parents around took its toll on me. i woke up later, therefore i was always late for my first class (PE on monday, Renaissance Literature on tuesday, and NSTP on wednesday). also, i was not able to budget the money my parents gave me so i ended up running out of money on wednesday. lastly, because my sister was busy and there was no one to pick me up, i commuted home at 9 in the evening. i am not complaining, though; i think this was a lesson that i had to learn about responsibility and independence.

i was more than happy to see my parents back on thursday night because i knew that my comfort zone was finally back. i finally had my parents to use as my brick wall to lean on... but not for long. 

when they got back, i immediately asked permission if i could sleep over my friends' houses until sunday. this was because i had 4 christmas parties to attend to during the weekend and 2 of them were all-nighters. thankfully, my parents allowed me, despite the fact that we haven't seen each other for a long time. they were nice enough to put our reunion on hold so that i could enjoy the weekend with my friends.

and so i did. immediately after the sports fest at school, my friends and i went over to Grant's house (Grant is one of our friends) so that we could prepare for our parties. while they already went on to our block christmas party, i dropped by a different party: my Squadra varsity party. i enjoyed eating dinner and playing games with them. i even got a new cap from the Kris Kringle! but then i had to go early because one of my friends, MIguel, picked me up so that we could head on to the block party. that was enjoyable as well. however, i was looking forward to meeting up with someone special that we invited over to come celebrate with us. unfortunately, she was not able to go. and because i was upset, i spent the night drinking until i got tipsy. it was not a good thing to see because i never like what i do whenever i am under the influence of alcohol (i am not going into details with that). luckily, though, Grant's ride came early, and since i am sleeping over at their place (along with some other friends), we went on home. there, i washed up and prepared to sleep so that i could finally let go of the weird emotions i felt during the block party. 

the next day i woke up feeling better. since some of us had to go to school for an "org thing", we went on ahead. my friends and i spent the morning in the BIGKAS Christmas party. we had fun with kids, playing games, dancing, and other fun activities. it was a blast! it felt good making those kids happy for Christmas. with that finished, we went back to Grant's place and spent our afternoon there playing, bonding, and resting...until it was time for all of us to finally leave Grant's cozy hotel-like house. i actually enjoy myself everytime i stay there because i actually feel like i am inside a hotel room whenever i stay in Grant's room.

i was off to my next party, which was the debut of my childhood friend. i was able to see most of my childhood friends there. after a long time, we got to catch up with each other and get to know some of their friends as well. it was also fun because we got to dance the night away.

when that ended, i looked for a cab at greenhills so that i could head on to my last party for the weekend: my high school christmas party. it was so hard to look for a cab that night because i had to compete with other people for a cab. too add to that, most of the cabs that passed by already had passengers inside them. i was so irritated, i was tempted to go home instead. i wanted to go back to the comfort of my parents, who i began to miss at that moment. luckily, i was able to find a vacant cab. when i got in, i made my choice. i am still going to continue on to the party. i missed my parents, but i have not seen my high school friends for a long time and i owed them for missing out on so many parties.

the party was not so much of eating, drinking, and dancing, as we mainly focused on catching up and bonding woth each other. it was like old times that we did what we did there. we talked all night long and we barely slept. i missed those moments with my friends. it was worth it that i still continued on to this party instead of going back home and missing out on all the fun that we had.

but finally, as morning came, it was finally time to go home. i was very excited to get in a cab and finally head home. i was missing my parents badly. i was in need of their love and comfort. i cannot imagine being separated from them for longer than that. i knew that what i have been through during the weekend was enough. partying was fun, but nothing beats spending time at home bonding with your parents. i love them so much and i cannot imagine life without them. and i'm glad we all got home safely. ☺

44 things a girl would die for
LADIES: this will make you tear up
GUYS : read it. all of it!


1- touch her WAIST*
2- TALK to her*
3- share SECRETS*
4- give HER your jacket*
5- kiss her SLOWLY*


ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS?


6- HUG her*
7- HOLD her*
8- LAUGH with her*
9- invite HER somewhere*
10- let her be WITH you when you're with
your friends*


KEEP READING


11- SMILE with her*
12- take PICTURES with her*
13- pull her onto your LAP
14- when she says she loves you more,
DENY IT. fight back
15- when her FRIENDS say i love her more
than you, deny it. fight back and hug
her tight so she can't get to her
friends. it makes her feel loved


ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE?


16- always hug her and SAY "i love you"
when you see her*
17- kiss her UNEXPECTEDLY*
18- HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE
WAIST! :D*
19- tell her shes BEAUTIFUL!*
20- TELL her the way you feel about
her!*


OH AND ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW
HER YOU MEAN IT


21- Open doors for her, walk her to her
car- it makes her feel protected, plus
it never hurts to act like a GENTLEMAN*
22- Tell her she means everything to
you,but MEAN it*
23- if it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her- if she denies something
being wrong, it means she doesn't want
to talk about it- so just HUG her*
24- make her FEEL loved*
25- kiss her in front of OTHER girls you
know!!!


WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26- don't lie to HER.*
27- DON'T cheat on her.*
28- take her ANYWHERE she wants*
29- txt messege or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good day at
work {or school}, and how much you
MISS her.*
30- be there for her when ever she needs
you,; even when she doesn't need you,
just be there so she'll know that she
can ALWAYS count on you.*


ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BE, IT'S IMPORTANT


31- Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.*
32- When you are ALONE hold her close
and kiss her.
33- Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will
give
her the hint that you want to kiss
her).*
34- While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automaticall y put her head on your
shoulder, then lean in and tilt her
chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35- Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.*


REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT


36- When people DISS her, stand up for
her.*
37- Look deep into her EYES and tell
her you love her.*
38- Lay down under the STARS and put
her head on your chest so she can
listen to the steady beat of your
heart,Link your fingers together while
you whisper to her as she rests her
eyes and listens to you.*
39- When walking next to each other
grab her HAND.*
40- When you hug her HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible*


MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED


41- Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS*
42- COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.*
43- Take her for LONG walks at night.*
44- ALWAYS Remind her how much you
love her.*


you' ll never know when she needs just
a lil more love



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